as_damaged: (//my isp comforts me)
Allison Cameron ([personal profile] as_damaged) wrote2009-11-05 06:10 pm
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☤ twenty-six

well, why not.

if you know something good is bound to end badly, is it still worth beginning? when does happiness outweigh the risk, the loss?




[ooc; all Cameron's replies will (ofcourse) be anonymous until midnight at which point they will revert to being hers. For my own ease of recordkeeping: courier replies were anon, anything in regular font is written post-midnight. IF FOR ANY REASON YOU WANT TO BACKDATE, please put pre-midnight on your thread <3]
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as_damaged: (//if i've sounded distant thus far)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
How do you quantify something like that?

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
I think they say you just know.
as_damaged: (//i treat him as i would he unto me)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
I care... Enough that being told, flat out, that I'd be better off walking away wouldn't convince me.
as_damaged: (//this knowledge ain't my business)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Why would--
as_damaged: (//too eager to impress)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Paaaause as she looks back and discovers that her cover has been blown]

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Why am I giving you advice on--

What was this about?
as_damaged: (//where nobody knows our name)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
It's-- complicated. I didn't mean to--

You're not going to have a heart attack or anything like that.

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
I'm.

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
I thought you were talking about your husband.
as_damaged: (//my mouth is shut)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
I... [Slow down here before you say more stupid things, Cameron.] ...don't need advice, about my husband.

I was just thinking aloud.

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
About whether you should wait for me to die?
as_damaged: (//i'm disinclined to toe the line)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, exactly. Is that really what you think?

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know what I think. You're... planning for the end of something that hasn't started. No, that you ended.
as_damaged: (//say i left myself with nothing much)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
...I told you that I couldn't give you what you wanted.

It wasn't... just about sex.

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
My turn. We need to talk.
as_damaged: (//now you're doing my head in)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
If you'd rather just forget about all this and--

I guess we should. In person?

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[identity profile] worksmart.livejournal.com 2009-11-06 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mind. I can call. I'd just like you to say what you mean this time.
as_damaged: (//me i'll dig the melancholy)

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[personal profile] as_damaged 2009-11-06 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
However you're most comfortable.
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