☤ thirty-eight

[as_damaged]

It occurred to me recently that it's almost a year since that monster attacked; which means I've been here over a year. I suppose the date was some time in February; I didn't do anything to commemorate it, or even think about it too much until now.

It's strange though, to think about the passage of time here-- the thought that all of this experience will simply disappear, eventually, when we're allowed to leave. How we choose to lead our lives here is only relevant as long as we remain. I wonder how different I am now from the person I'll be in a year of real time.

Questions without answers, really.

[Private to Angela]

I said it the other day, I know, but-- given that I was cursed... Thank you, again.



[EDIT; off to bed & picking up tags tomorrow dearhearts <3]

Comments

[worksmart.livejournal.com]

Are you speaking to me?

[as_damaged]

I'm not not speaking to you.

[worksmart.livejournal.com]

I guess that's a start.

[as_damaged]

I still don't approve, either.

[worksmart.livejournal.com]

Who do you approve of less?

[as_damaged]

You can't go around punching people for what they've done while cursed.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

Read his journal. Tell me how cursed you think he was.

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[as_damaged]

I don't think he had as much of a choice as you imagine.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

And you don't think he'd play that up to take advantage of both of you.

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[as_damaged]

If anyone has a right to be angry, it's me. You didn't kiss him. I didn't hit him. If you're trying to protect me, you don't need to. If you're jealous, you shouldn't be.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

And if I just thought he deserved it? I'm not allowed to act on my own opinions?

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[as_damaged]

He's done worse before and you haven't batted an eye.

Would you have hit him if it had been some random nurse?

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

It wasn't some random nurse.

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[as_damaged]

I guess that answers my question, in a way.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

No, if we're discussing hypotheticals, why wasn't it some random nurse? I was hardly discriminatory. He could have broken his dry spell with anyone. Not you and Angela.

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[as_damaged]

Because I brought him coffee, and I was cursed, and I didn't leave once I put the cup down.

I can't speak for Angela. Maybe she appreciates your retaliation.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

She doesn't know, and she doesn't need to.

Sorry.

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[as_damaged]

I'd like to think what matters is what we do when we are in control of our actions. It's difficult enough living here; we may as well give one another the benefit of the doubt as far as curses go.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

And when we call each other up to brag about what happened when we weren't in control of our actions?

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

And when we call each other up to brag about what happened when we weren't in control of our actions?

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[as_damaged]

House isn't interested in me and I sincerely doubt he's interested in Angela. He is interested in torturing anyone he can. I assume he thought he could make you jealous.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

I can't believe you're still defending him. Was it as good for you as he said?

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[as_damaged]

If you weren't so stupidly immature you'd realize you have no reason to be so insecure.

I don't have any interest in being with House. There was a curse. It's over. I'd be happy to forget about it.

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

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[worksmart.livejournal.com]

Thanks.